Future man of my dreams

Dear future man of my dreams,

Obviously if you are reading this you have the body of Ryan Reynolds in Blade Trinity, make me banana chocolate chip pancakes every weekend, let me sleep in while you watch the kids, make an absurd amount of money, and will never cheat on me. Oh and if you could love me unconditionally always and forever that would be greeeeat ;-)

I don't understand

If you are tired of your situation then change it. Some things can't be fixed overnight, and there are also many things that you can't just undo but if you have the balls to complain so fucking much about hating something that you CAN fix then do it or shut the fuck up. Stop blaming everyone and everything else for your misery and don't give a bunch of lame ass excuses. Sob stories will only get you so far in life and then the people who think that they are your friends will get sick of it and roll out.

Did you ever think that you only get what you give?

Oh treadmill, how I have missed thee!!

I got my dear Tready back 5 days ago and haven't been able to stop using it. I am dead set on getting these almost 10 pounds off that I have gained since the separation.

I really didn't do so much emotional eating but I think going from my routine of logging at least 10 miles a week to basically nada just piled on the pounds. The alcohol on the weekends didn't help either.

Anyhooters, I have started doing yoga a few times a week (how I LOVE ExerciseTV on demand) and I have logged 6.8 miles in 4 days on dear Tready and I am down to 121.6 lbs. Eh.... it's a far cry from the 111 I was a few months ago but then again that was before I got my boobies too and I believe these puppies are about 2-3 pounds total. I am seeing a lot more definition in my shoulders and legs already though which is fabulous!

I suppose I should have a day of rest so my muscles don't kill me, but I really want to get some exercise in. Maybe a brisk walk in those shoes I got from Avon that are supposed to be like the MBT's. I don't know how I feel about them yet...

Every time I fill out one of those stupid surveys on myspace my mind goes completely blank when the question is something stupid like "what is your favorite food?". Do I really not know myself well enough to say right away what that is? I think it is more that I just like to switch things up often, like a lot of other people.

Sure it is nice to have a fair amount of certainty in everyday life, I like to know that I am going to sleep in the same bed every night (okay sometimes it is nice to sleep in other beds too, but that is beside the point). But do most people have a single favorite food that they could eat at any time and be completely satisfied with?

I think it would be really funny to see how my tastes have changed over the past 10 years or so when it comes to my favorites. Maybe I'll start a list today and then come back to it in a few years to see how different I am.